Monday, September 16, 20133:42 AM
■ Pet Peeve
I have been controlling my temper very well, the most I would do is to throw a small tantrum and forget about it. But, people seems to want to test my patience even more.
When people don't respond to my Whatsapp in the past, I get upset even if I wasn't asking a question.
Then, I went on to giving people the freedom to at the very least reply me if I was asking a question.
And then I realised it was still too much to ask from them, so I set my limit to the very minimum; at least reply me if the question was urgent.
Yes, I really do not get angry anymore when people don't reply me unless it's really pretty urgent. But people still takes it for granted.
Same goes to my daily life, I close 1 eye most of the times, unless I am pmsing.
But what I really hate is when people put blames on me or accuse me of something when I am not at fault/ guilty of. This is just 1 big fucking problem I have since I was young. It is 1 thing I can never change or lower my standard for. I can close 1 eye for many other things, just not this. I get very upset when people do so. When you start judging me, that's it. Really. It's the very last straw despite all the good things you might have done for me before. I appreciate all your thoughts and efforts, but when you start accusing me or judging me, I am sorry, that's it. Even if it was not on purpose.
You might think I am super petty, but is there no one thing that can get in your nerve regardless? If you don't, then good for you. You are not born with a character like mine (which is good, really).
Sometimes I really wish I can be like my friends, don't give a damn about other people's opinions or words. Like they live for themselves, and don't feel a need to justify for themselves cos they are not bothered by the external. I am really envious of them, because I just can't.
When people don't respond to my Whatsapp in the past, I get upset even if I wasn't asking a question.
Then, I went on to giving people the freedom to at the very least reply me if I was asking a question.
And then I realised it was still too much to ask from them, so I set my limit to the very minimum; at least reply me if the question was urgent.
Yes, I really do not get angry anymore when people don't reply me unless it's really pretty urgent. But people still takes it for granted.
Same goes to my daily life, I close 1 eye most of the times, unless I am pmsing.
But what I really hate is when people put blames on me or accuse me of something when I am not at fault/ guilty of. This is just 1 big fucking problem I have since I was young. It is 1 thing I can never change or lower my standard for. I can close 1 eye for many other things, just not this. I get very upset when people do so. When you start judging me, that's it. Really. It's the very last straw despite all the good things you might have done for me before. I appreciate all your thoughts and efforts, but when you start accusing me or judging me, I am sorry, that's it. Even if it was not on purpose.
You might think I am super petty, but is there no one thing that can get in your nerve regardless? If you don't, then good for you. You are not born with a character like mine (which is good, really).
Sometimes I really wish I can be like my friends, don't give a damn about other people's opinions or words. Like they live for themselves, and don't feel a need to justify for themselves cos they are not bothered by the external. I am really envious of them, because I just can't.
