Thursday, February 23, 20125:15 AM
■ Judgmental World
5AM, finally have time to sit down and think. Just done with final recap of buying.
It happened this afternoon, but I was too tired to read too much into thing then. Read: read too much, i.e. just sensitivity on my part
But now that I think back, I do feel......a little....whats that word? Offended? Ok, no. Idk also.
I've been judged way too many times for being a fangirl- wasting money time and effort. Tired of defending myself this time and time again that I'm just..immuned. Immuned in the sense that I'd literally stop any further conversation with that person, permanently. What's the point of explaining to people who forever will not get it? To the extend that they will argue: forget it, she will never understand.
Ok not totally stop talking to them, but yah.
Well, thats not the point. The point is, really. People should stop reading books by the cover. But with that being said, I dun seem to be doing that:/
But anyway... Really, what's wrong with me having a habit to listen to radio from 8-12AM? Wasting 4 hours so? I can do better stuff with 4 hours, so? I've my own habit & hobby, why do u care so much? Its not even illegal or unhealthy. Wtf people?
So can I say I'm judging you when you dota? When you do any of ur other hobbies?
You know, I was at least a little proud that I could manage my time so well this time round. I planned my timetable and kept to it to the very end. Others who looked at my timetable confirm gonna judge me again- cuz its filled with SJ and more SJ.
I even planned my study timetable for tonight. And you people judged.
This world is fucking hard to please. Maybe I should stop talking to all of them all altogether. Our frequencies doesnt even match.
It happened this afternoon, but I was too tired to read too much into thing then. Read: read too much, i.e. just sensitivity on my part
But now that I think back, I do feel......a little....whats that word? Offended? Ok, no. Idk also.
I've been judged way too many times for being a fangirl- wasting money time and effort. Tired of defending myself this time and time again that I'm just..immuned. Immuned in the sense that I'd literally stop any further conversation with that person, permanently. What's the point of explaining to people who forever will not get it? To the extend that they will argue: forget it, she will never understand.
Ok not totally stop talking to them, but yah.
Well, thats not the point. The point is, really. People should stop reading books by the cover. But with that being said, I dun seem to be doing that:/
But anyway... Really, what's wrong with me having a habit to listen to radio from 8-12AM? Wasting 4 hours so? I can do better stuff with 4 hours, so? I've my own habit & hobby, why do u care so much? Its not even illegal or unhealthy. Wtf people?
So can I say I'm judging you when you dota? When you do any of ur other hobbies?
You know, I was at least a little proud that I could manage my time so well this time round. I planned my timetable and kept to it to the very end. Others who looked at my timetable confirm gonna judge me again- cuz its filled with SJ and more SJ.
I even planned my study timetable for tonight. And you people judged.
This world is fucking hard to please. Maybe I should stop talking to all of them all altogether. Our frequencies doesnt even match.
