Tuesday, October 19, 20101:38 AM
■ Just Like Yesterday
This post is dedicated to IVY, because she asked me to blog :X
It seems just yesterday that classical has ended, and we are stucked in another deep shit - Semester 2.
Idk to be happy that TEP is finally over, or to be sad.
Sad:
1) I won't have that same amount of freedom TEP gave me.
2) I have to study again, unlike TEP!
3) I cannot work normally unlike during TEP.
4) Separation from friends made during TEP (:
Happy:
1) I'll stop throwing myself into fits of anger.
2) I'll try to be happy again.
3) I don't have to see the ugly side of some people.
Maybe this is what people mean by, no pain no gain? But I definitely do not want to lose control over my own emotions again. Agony -.- I must go for anger&emo management class already, to better manage my own feelings.
"Every day Ishock cui, SHOCK CUI!"
Something shocked me greatly today. As in, really very shocked lor. But maybe it is this kind of shock that gives me wake up calls. There are reasons to why some people are more well-liked than the others. Sigh, I think I've to first work on my temper -.-
It seems just yesterday that classical has ended, and we are stucked in another deep shit - Semester 2.
Idk to be happy that TEP is finally over, or to be sad.
Sad:
1) I won't have that same amount of freedom TEP gave me.
2) I have to study again, unlike TEP!
3) I cannot work normally unlike during TEP.
4) Separation from friends made during TEP (:
Happy:
1) I'll stop throwing myself into fits of anger.
2) I'll try to be happy again.
3) I don't have to see the ugly side of some people.
Maybe this is what people mean by, no pain no gain? But I definitely do not want to lose control over my own emotions again. Agony -.- I must go for anger&emo management class already, to better manage my own feelings.
"Every day I
Something shocked me greatly today. As in, really very shocked lor. But maybe it is this kind of shock that gives me wake up calls. There are reasons to why some people are more well-liked than the others. Sigh, I think I've to first work on my temper -.-