Monday, September 14, 20098:26 PM
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Reading through my old entries,
i realised i changed.
More or less lah.
"The only constant is Change",
like what Cleon said.
I duno to feel happy or sad,
elated or fustrated,
about it.
So many things running through my mind,
since this morning.
Friends, personal, family.
I still can't help but to feel lousy.
Very.
The job training din make me feel anywhere better,
infact it was fucking demoralising.
Kept it to myself,
am not gonna say anything about it.
No one will understand,
in fact i dowan anyone to understand.
Jeris called me just now,
asked me if i wanna go back to door-to-door.
This time round, it's surveys.
Feel like going back,
at least i feel secure there.
The same old people,
the same old job.
But... (sigh)
Tear glance feel heavy.
I feel super weak.
This proves one thing,
i hate adaptation.
i realised i changed.
More or less lah.
"The only constant is Change",
like what Cleon said.
I duno to feel happy or sad,
elated or fustrated,
about it.
So many things running through my mind,
since this morning.
Friends, personal, family.
I still can't help but to feel lousy.
Very.
The job training din make me feel anywhere better,
infact it was fucking demoralising.
Kept it to myself,
am not gonna say anything about it.
No one will understand,
in fact i dowan anyone to understand.
Jeris called me just now,
asked me if i wanna go back to door-to-door.
This time round, it's surveys.
Feel like going back,
at least i feel secure there.
The same old people,
the same old job.
But... (sigh)
Tear glance feel heavy.
I feel super weak.
This proves one thing,
i hate adaptation.
