Friday, June 5, 20098:29 PM
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Celia had done some thinking.
it's really hard for me to give up now.
Cherie really understand me,
that i wont give up no matter what.
come to think of it,
i never once gave up before,rly.
the only time i gave up was because we lost contact.
i never wanted to step my foot into this trap ever again.
but i still did so.
everything is changing.
im starting to hate school.hate life.hate myself.hate everything.
perhaps i should learn to give up.
it's not doing me any good.
i was carried away.
i demanded too much.
and this is the bloody consequence.
i once promised myself that i would be dependent.
but was not fulfilled.
if only the june holiday can come quickly.
i really wan to escape this reality.
someone tell me that i was dreaming,
its all not true.
fuck it.
im tired.
why was i born to go through all these shits in the first place?
thanks everyone who are concerned.appreciated.
oh,and i just smiled.genuinely.
because my taiwan friend surprised me with 2 jiro's photographs in her letter!
:D
it's really hard for me to give up now.
Cherie really understand me,
that i wont give up no matter what.
come to think of it,
i never once gave up before,rly.
the only time i gave up was because we lost contact.
i never wanted to step my foot into this trap ever again.
but i still did so.
everything is changing.
im starting to hate school.hate life.hate myself.hate everything.
perhaps i should learn to give up.
it's not doing me any good.
i was carried away.
i demanded too much.
and this is the bloody consequence.
i once promised myself that i would be dependent.
but was not fulfilled.
if only the june holiday can come quickly.
i really wan to escape this reality.
someone tell me that i was dreaming,
its all not true.
fuck it.
im tired.
why was i born to go through all these shits in the first place?
thanks everyone who are concerned.appreciated.
oh,and i just smiled.genuinely.
because my taiwan friend surprised me with 2 jiro's photographs in her letter!
:D
