Friday, July 4, 200810:48 PM
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after 7months&4days,
i finally had a dream(:
it was a sweet dream,
yet i still felt upset.
this kind of dreams were frequent when i was sec2,
in the end,i got what i wanted.
will it happen the same this time round?
had dinner with family today.
met up with cousins,uncle&aunties.
wasn't a pleasant one.
when we were going home,
it was worse.
grandparents quarreling their way home,
i don't like it.
parents were concentrating in their own stuffes,
grandparents were busy quarreling.
no one noticed that i cried my way home.
they quarreled because of my uncle,because of their grandson.
they're my cousin's grandparents,
yet they don't have the rights to visit him?
what fucking logic is this.
even if they do visit him,
someone will just give a black face.
respect for elderly?
nah,doubt so.
korkor tried so hard to cheer me up,
well.it did works.
but when im cheered up,
things just have to bring me down.
i'm very tired of life le.
i really wonder how long i can tahan.
fuck this world.
i finally had a dream(:
it was a sweet dream,
yet i still felt upset.
this kind of dreams were frequent when i was sec2,
in the end,i got what i wanted.
will it happen the same this time round?
had dinner with family today.
met up with cousins,uncle&aunties.
wasn't a pleasant one.
when we were going home,
it was worse.
grandparents quarreling their way home,
i don't like it.
parents were concentrating in their own stuffes,
grandparents were busy quarreling.
no one noticed that i cried my way home.
they quarreled because of my uncle,because of their grandson.
they're my cousin's grandparents,
yet they don't have the rights to visit him?
what fucking logic is this.
even if they do visit him,
someone will just give a black face.
respect for elderly?
nah,doubt so.
korkor tried so hard to cheer me up,
well.it did works.
but when im cheered up,
things just have to bring me down.
i'm very tired of life le.
i really wonder how long i can tahan.
fuck this world.
