Thursday, April 10, 20085:43 PM
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i cant help but to feel that way.
i tried.
i tried practicing self-control.
no. cos im just a nobody,
i dont have the right to control ur every actions.
i always have this urge to tell u how i feel.
but i dont wanna pressurise u with my emotions.
actually, as long as i can be there for u, im happy enough(:
a little emotional now.
failed my 2.4km run ytd again, by 32seconds.
(but i improved by at least 3mins!^^)
regretted; i shouldnt have walked!
& if we dint spend our time staring at de 1100km mark& 1200km mark,
I COULD HAVE PASS!
ah well, 2.4 training this sun with the girls,
den coming wed will be the actual run le.
PRAY HARD THAT I PASS, PLEASE T.T
chem practical screwed up like shyt today.
dono what to do..
in the end, most of us dint complete the practical.
ah well.
what a day.
i tried.
i tried practicing self-control.
i can pretend or react that i okay with everything,
but deep down inside me..
no. im not feeling okay.
but i cant voice out how i feel,
cos.. does it help?
cos.. does it help?
no. cos im just a nobody,
i dont have the right to control ur every actions.
i always have this urge to tell u how i feel.
but i dont wanna pressurise u with my emotions.
actually, as long as i can be there for u, im happy enough(:
a little emotional now.
failed my 2.4km run ytd again, by 32seconds.
(but i improved by at least 3mins!^^)
regretted; i shouldnt have walked!
& if we dint spend our time staring at de 1100km mark& 1200km mark,
I COULD HAVE PASS!
ah well, 2.4 training this sun with the girls,
den coming wed will be the actual run le.
PRAY HARD THAT I PASS, PLEASE T.T
chem practical screwed up like shyt today.
dono what to do..
in the end, most of us dint complete the practical.
ah well.
what a day.
