Saturday, March 22, 20081:22 AM
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it was GOODFRIDAY yesterday.
wanted to blog, but..
anyway, it wasnt a GOODfriday for me.
sigh. nevermind.
many things are trying to bring me down.
im tired of trying to be happy, when i clearly know im not.
i'm not serious about Olvl?
then why the fucking hell am i slogging my guts out?!
if i'm not any bit serious about it, i will just allow myself to fail through out.
idiotic. sickening.
&i miss him like hell loads!
wanted to blog, but..
anyway, it wasnt a GOODfriday for me.
sigh. nevermind.
many things are trying to bring me down.
im tired of trying to be happy, when i clearly know im not.
i'm not serious about Olvl?
then why the fucking hell am i slogging my guts out?!
if i'm not any bit serious about it, i will just allow myself to fail through out.
idiotic. sickening.
&i miss him like hell loads!
